I just wanted to say...

THANK YOU to everyone that left such warm, supportive comments in response to this post. It's good to know I have so much love and support from people that I haven't even met (well, most of them). This is the 2nd hardest thing I've had to go through in my life (the 1st is losing Zachary) and I have so many different emotions that switch on and off like running water. So many "What if's...?" and "If only's...". But I can't change the past. I can only live in the present and look forward to the future and keep reminding myself that everything happens for a reason and everything will work out the way it's supposed to...because I truly do believe that, even if I lose sight of it at times.

The kiddos are spending the night with their Daddy tonight and will be back tomorrow afternoon. I get to sleep in tomorrow (which to me sleeping in is like 8-8:30, lol)! I think maybe I'll go play the Wii now ; ). I could go read more of Breaking Dawn, which is the 4th and final book in the Twilight series, but as much as I am loving it, I am not looking forward to reading the last page and being done with it because I hate finishing good/great books! If you haven't read these books, you should ; ). Vampires and such are not my usual genre, I guess you would say, but I cannot put these books down! My sister and I are going to go see the movie soon, which we're sure won't be near as good as the book, but we want to see it anyway ; ). Okay, I'm going way off on a tangent, so I'll shut up. Go find the first book and start reading! ; )